I feel down,i don't feel on going to work later? Mental Health

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I feel down,i don%26#039;t feel on going to work later?
its a crappy month for me...i feel like a bottom performer on the company or one of the bottom performers,im a technician for hewlett packard notebooks anyway...i failed my quality evaluation score 2x this month,just got a memo for having call avoidance on the phone,i never had a sale for this month(even if were technicians we are still allowed to upsell some products at least once a week),i got 4 absences this month...im a burden to my supervisor,he always covers my *** for me,and i still screw up,im feeling really down...im a mess...i can%26#039;t think of any other way to get me boost up my confidence...i need help...something different than a normal know it all guy can advise...
It doesn%26#039;t sound like you are very passionate about this job. Maybe you should consider other occupational groups that you are interested in. It also seems possible that you have some form of depression because you are seeing everything including minor things as major negative crises. A psychiatrist can talk to you and provide medication if needed. Try to focus on positive thinking and think of how YOU can be creative to solve these problems. There is always a solution, you just have to take the time to find it.