I,m in my first week of recovery from alcoholism,how do you keep from going nuts

and the to you of but by pain do for is in hurt hate

I,m in my first week of recovery from alcoholism,how do you keep from going nuts? I%26#039;m scared.?

My son died 2 years ago and I fell into the bottle hard,since suicide has seemed the easier way too deal with it.Now I%26#039;m not drinking and everything seems worse.A.A helps but doesn%26#039;t kill the pain like liquer did.What do I do now?

Thank you for posting about something your actuallyt aking action on. I know you in pain but wow you took a huge step in the right direction by deciding not to drink Im sry but i cant help but be impressed

The begining is always going to be the worst because your reaclimating to life. As for the pain. All I can say is ive been through a lot of painful stuff and really there is no cure for it. You learn to use it though, all that horriblness, to drive you into something better. Like some really horrible things happened to me about 8 mths ago and i was full of hurt and self hate and i dunno i take it day by day minute by minute and i try to use all the hate and hurt and pain i have to make my life better instead of worse.

I wish you the best of luck you will get through this

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