What do I do? I%26#039;m so confused.
Theres this guy I like a lot. He%26#039;s a year older, sweet, hot, great kisser, goes to my church, and is just a good guy.
BUT... we go to different schools and live about 20 minutes away, and he has this awkwardness about him. I also don%26#039;t think he%26#039;d fit in with my group of friends.
Let me say that I can%26#039;t take chances when it comes to relationships. Being in a relationship (especially with someone who has the potential to be an amazing, life-changing person) is ALWAYS dangerous for me. I%26#039;m already a cutter... and relationships (as we all know) are stressful and have the hardships. And then what about the breakup? I get suicidal after me and an amazing guy split. It sounds like I%26#039;m over-exaggerating; but sadly, I am not.
So... they%26#039;re unsafe. HOWEVER; being with someone I%26#039;m that close to has also helped me. Boyfriends are great since you know they%26#039;re ALWAYS there for you, and you can call them at 3 in the morning if you%26#039;re (continued)
Theres this guy I like a lot. He%26#039;s a year older, sweet, hot, great kisser, goes to my church, and is just a good guy.
BUT... we go to different schools and live about 20 minutes away, and he has this awkwardness about him. I also don%26#039;t think he%26#039;d fit in with my group of friends.
Let me say that I can%26#039;t take chances when it comes to relationships. Being in a relationship (especially with someone who has the potential to be an amazing, life-changing person) is ALWAYS dangerous for me. I%26#039;m already a cutter... and relationships (as we all know) are stressful and have the hardships. And then what about the breakup? I get suicidal after me and an amazing guy split. It sounds like I%26#039;m over-exaggerating; but sadly, I am not.
So... they%26#039;re unsafe. HOWEVER; being with someone I%26#039;m that close to has also helped me. Boyfriends are great since you know they%26#039;re ALWAYS there for you, and you can call them at 3 in the morning if you%26#039;re (continued)
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having an issue with something. It can benefit me too. I can feel loved, and be close to someone again. I don%26#039;t get that at home. Sure I have friends; but the love from a guy is not the same as the love from your friends. You know what I mean.
For the past month or so I%26#039;ve beginning to do hookups; I mean, you get to feel loved and talk to them and feel important, but you don%26#039;t need to deal with the heartbreak after.
I DO realize this is completely unhealthy, and very bad for what I stand for morally.
But... what on earth do I DO?Answer Over!
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For the past month or so I%26#039;ve beginning to do hookups; I mean, you get to feel loved and talk to them and feel important, but you don%26#039;t need to deal with the heartbreak after.
I DO realize this is completely unhealthy, and very bad for what I stand for morally.
But... what on earth do I DO?Answer Over!
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